the weekend

I just feel full although I’ve hardly eaten anything today…coffee, some jelly, vegetables, fruit and soup and lots of tea and water. I hate this feeling. It’s from the b/p on the weekend which means i don’t even know how much food is in me, how much is water weight or whether my digestive system is just kind of frozen due to b/p. I just feel full and gross and it’ll take about 3-5 days to go away ewwwhotel management school. And yet I’m fight so hard the urge to go and do it again…or at least run away to the cafe. Dunno what I like about itMoving company,

probably it’s my secluded binge place which means it’s associated with silence, solitude, space and sweetness of foods. In fact, I think I might go and bake some cookies. Just cos I’m baking there doesn’t mean I have to eat any or the mixtureWater slide.

And I feel like I need to get out of the house and distract myself. Then I’ll bring the cookies into work tomorrow. I love feeding other people and fattening them up